Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in
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Finding myself again
When all is lost I look inward Finding myself again Nothing has gone as planned Yet I still stand With my head high As the world looks smaller below I look to the sky Nyx
Your end
I raise my head higher Never looking down My goal is to stay this predator that I am In my empire I will stand Without doubt, anger, or fear My enemies will quiver when I am near If you face me you will lose In the end I always win Play your hand my friend … Continue reading Your end
Blue skies
The demon I know Or the unknown There is no clear path shown I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees I hope I find blue skies today As I continue to walk away Nyx
Holding on
I keep my head held high Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions Letting my mind drift Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves Feeling the peace That this sound brings Holding on to who I am As I feel my feet dig into the sand Nyx
Insight
At this moment I do not want to be me Insight is a gift and a curse It shows me things Things I wish I could not see Nyx
When hope leaves you
I sit here and reflect upon my life I question my emotions I question my decisions I question where I am How did I get here Where do I go Back to the familiar pain Or forward to something That may be the same I feel the panic as it rises Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you
Beyond my ability
I have always strived to understand The actions of those I have known The selfishness they have shown When they left me there I have fought to overcome What they have done The selfishness I see Is beyond my ability What I do know is that it has hardened me It has made me who … Continue reading Beyond my ability
New eyes
The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes. Marcel Proust
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
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