My heart pounds in my chest Will I ever rest Or will I continue to wander Lost without a home As people come and go I feel so alone All I can see Are forks in the road ahead of me All I can feel Is complete apathy I have no remorse For the decisions … Continue reading Apathy
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Today
Today I question Everything and everyone Who am I Who have I become I feel so weary As the anxiety Brings me down I feel so lost I do not want to be found I do not want to be consumed By the pain that loneliness brings By the fire that burns in my chest … Continue reading Today
Loneliness is what I fear
The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear
Truth
There is nothing you can not accomplish When you have nothing to lose Nyx
Hope
In my mind I see No clear path before me I push forward Every day Hoping I will find the way Hoping that the emptiness will subside Hoping that the pain will stop I try to live in each moment With hope in my heart That I will find the peace I seek That I … Continue reading Hope
What is Love
Love is something I do not know Does it linger Does it grow Is it fleeting Or does it remain Is it only there When someone has something to gain I do not understand this emotion All I feel is pain Nyx
My heart a broken stone
And another walks away Like so many have before That is just what they do Before I feel the knife slam through The loneliness and the pain It always feels the same Who have I become I exist and yet I am no one I walk this world alone My heart a broken stone The … Continue reading My heart a broken stone
Move on
I feel the tall grass between my fingers As I walk along the path My heartache lingers As I realize I can never turn back I see the stream as it flows forward Centering myself today I have to live in the moment I have to keep myself calm It is the only way That … Continue reading Move on
What am I looking for
As another door closes I look out to the sea What am I looking for What will set me free Nyx
A new path
The path before me Filled with branches and thorns I had to step away I see a new path ahead Let’s see where it leads today Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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