My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush
thoughts
How can this be
How can this be This dream has become real How can this be The way you make me feel All I can do is be grateful For every second I have with you Because within these seconds my love grows In ways I never knew it could I would give you the stars Just to … Continue reading How can this be
Reality
Some days I just want to sleep It’s like I can no longer feel There is no good There is no bad There is just this monotonous reality Nyx
Content
Feeling content is a gift A break from sadness and pain I am grateful for this feeling I appreciate the lack of pain I accept this gift Nyx
Peace
Sometimes I find these moments Moments of peace Peace I thought I would never find Peace has finally found me Nyx
The hole within my soul
I still can’t fill the pit The hole within my soul It grows larger every minute With nothing left to throw inside I just feel discontent Hollow and unhappy in my own skin Nyx
I dream
I dream of a world beyond what I see before me I dream of a world filled with beauty I dream of a world of peace Nyx
Exist as I am
It is hard to ignore this loneliness I feel this need for connection A connection to someone else In the meantime I lay here Listening as the clock keeps ticking Aware of time that is passing by Knowing that being here alone is not enough But accepting it anyway This is what is best I … Continue reading Exist as I am
Happily ever after
I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx
There is no escaping who you are
What do you do when you want to escape your own skin What do you do when you are tired of the emptiness What do you do when your tired of that uneasy feeling There is no escaping who you are Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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