Finding balance and strength 

I hear the sound of the world outside  As I try to find balance in my life  I have always struggled to get by  I have never stopped asking myself why  I have made the decisions I have so far  Then I reflect and tell myself  This is who you are  With every step forward  … Continue reading Finding balance and strength 

Ready for battle

I hear the raindrops  Tick off my armor  As I stand in the valley  Ready for battle  I hold my sword to the sky  As I watch you quiver with fear  I look in your eyes  Before I say good bye  Nyx

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

Ripped apart

Live and learn they say  Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end  When does this learning start  I do not believe these words are true  Each piece that is pulled from me  Is another piece gone  I was always this strong  What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart

Lost 

I question everything  I question everyone I don't know where I am  I don't know what I have done I am lost right now  My steps have led me astray  I hope I find my way again today  Nyx

Escape 

Today I rise with certainty  Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell  Nyx

No one left 

There are some things  I will never understand  A love I will never see  This was never meant for me  The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost  I fill the void in other ways  Sometimes it has a cost  I can fill my mind with wishes  Dreams and hopes of love  … Continue reading No one left 

Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Break through

Once again I am given clarity  When I break through the pain  I am grateful for these moments  These moments I can see Just how strong I really am  When I look at what is in front of me I prepare myself once more  There is a tally I have taken  I know the score  … Continue reading Break through

Bleeding inside 

Hopeful for a moment  Then the pain hit  I cannot control these emotions  I wish that I could  I wish that someone  Really understood  How unbearable the pain is  I sit hear bleeding inside  Trying to hold on yet again  I am so tired my friends I just want it to end  Nyx