The tears I have not shed 

For the arms I have not felt  For the tears I have not shed  For the loneliness your absence brings  For the years of torment and pain  I hope you got what you needed from me  I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day  The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed 

I will never stop fighting 

I feel the emptiness as it starts to grow  I feel it slip through the cracks  It is starting to show  My face no longer wants to smile  The anger inside me  It just continues to build  The rage it boils  The pain burns  As my fists clench  I know I will fight you all  … Continue reading I will never stop fighting 

My forever 

In my mind I see fields  Filled with flowers of color  Filled with grass so green  I feel the breeze Sweep across my face  Peace fills me in this place  I see myself as beautiful  As I walk slowly  Moving with grace  This is how I want to see myself  Smiling in this field  Forever … Continue reading My forever 

To be free

I feel so heavy  So weighed down I feel the darkness  Rise above my head  Pulling me further  Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way  To fix myself again  Maybe I will wake up  When all I want is sleep  Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free

I have to prevail

The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail

Within my dream

I see what he has done  I see the grass that has grown brown  I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey  I walk away from the dark   With every tear I shed  With every sting that this nightmare brings  I push forward  And as I … Continue reading Within my dream

As the water falls 

I listen as the water falls  What a soothing sound  I feel my body go still  I let go of worry I let go of sorrow  I just sit here and listen  As it all fades away  Closing my eyes  I find some peace today  Nyx

Finding balance and strength 

I hear the sound of the world outside  As I try to find balance in my life  I have always struggled to get by  I have never stopped asking myself why  I have made the decisions I have so far  Then I reflect and tell myself  This is who you are  With every step forward  … Continue reading Finding balance and strength 

Ready for battle

I hear the raindrops  Tick off my armor  As I stand in the valley  Ready for battle  I hold my sword to the sky  As I watch you quiver with fear  I look in your eyes  Before I say good bye  Nyx

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx