I watch as the skies fade into gray I am so tired of fighting alone This is just the way it has to be Alone I wonder into the abyss Darkness follows behind Playing his role in kind This I am ok with Because I know Darkness is part of my mind There is no … Continue reading Together we descend
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Hope lies within my dreams
I am sitting here Alone again Silent and still I wish I could say That I am fine But I would only be lying Let them sleep As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow I feel the emptiness fill me As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams
With the rising sun
Sometimes I see flashes Memories from before I see where I have been I see what I have done I do not want to see These things that haunt me All I want is peace I want to breathe again Hopefully I will find it soon Before I lose the light from the moon I … Continue reading With the rising sun
The tears I have not shed
For the arms I have not felt For the tears I have not shed For the loneliness your absence brings For the years of torment and pain I hope you got what you needed from me I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed
No goodbyes
I feel another piece break off It crumbles before it hits the ground How I wish there was nothing left How I long to cease to exist The pain it cuts so deep I will never find the peace I seek I just want to fade away No more sorrow No more pain Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes
Lost in the dark
I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
To be free
I feel so heavy So weighed down I feel the darkness Rise above my head Pulling me further Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way To fix myself again Maybe I will wake up When all I want is sleep Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free
Bleeding inside
Hopeful for a moment Then the pain hit I cannot control these emotions I wish that I could I wish that someone Really understood How unbearable the pain is I sit hear bleeding inside Trying to hold on yet again I am so tired my friends I just want it to end Nyx
When hope leaves you
I sit here and reflect upon my life I question my emotions I question my decisions I question where I am How did I get here Where do I go Back to the familiar pain Or forward to something That may be the same I feel the panic as it rises Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
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