Sometimes misery drags me down so quickly The ground gives way and I sink so deep I don't want to wake up, I just want to sleep One action...one move...can spin me down so fast and so far I lose myself and I forget who I am I become someone else when you bring me … Continue reading Misery
sadness
Lost
I feel lost today And I hope that no one can see The sadness behind my eyes as the ground beneath my feet is swept away My heart breaks moving from one place to the next I am so tired of smiling...and pretending to be ok I just want to be alone My foundation is gone … Continue reading Lost
Wanderer
I have to leave my home again There is no changing who I am A wanderer... a traveler till the end Nyx Image Source https://www.flickr.com/photos/144545899@N08/
Another place and time
Today my heart feels heavy...with sadness and pain Sometimes I wish I could float away... Live a life in another place...in another time Be with people who love me...be with a family that is mine A family that loves me through the good and bad days...a family who will stand beside me till the end … Continue reading Another place and time
Darkness # 4
Need to stay in motion Need to pass the time If I don't he will catch me He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time So I continue to move too fast My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4
Pretend
I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
Sometimes #2
So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2
The beauty of the rain
I wake up and I fight today As the rain falls from the sky I wonder why sometimes sadness grips me As I wait for you and I... To find that special place...to find that common ground In the meantime I listen as the rain falls I listen to the sound So peaceful it makes … Continue reading The beauty of the rain
So freaking much pain
So much pain So alone So much pain...it's breaking me apart It's all I feel Sometimes I wish I could just forget Lose my mind and become a blank slate I just want to walk away I want to jump...I want to fall Please just let me forget...please just let me escape If there's a … Continue reading So freaking much pain
Quick Sand
How do you fix a miserable person Misery I should have seen all along The misery brings me down into this pit of despair I can't take it anymore...I just want to escape I feel trapped in a cage and no one has the key I feel myself sinking into sand...I can barely see Someone … Continue reading Quick Sand
Words From The Borderline 
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