As my heart peels away

I watch as the sun rises  I watch as the sun sets  I can not help but wonder  Is this as good as it gets  These moments here and there  These moments when I find my way  These moments when I write to you  When I show you the way  I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away

Break the silence 

Sometimes I think that I am beaten  Sometimes I think that I am done  That is when I stop and remember  Everything that you have done  These actions drive me forward  These memories that you made  You were the one I trusted  My life was in your hands  Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence 

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

Breaking point

At one point or another  I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point  My emotions have drained me dry  At this moment I will let myself cry  Nyx 

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Lost among the mist 

Alone I float by  Lost among the mist  Constantly asking myself why  Feeling the knife twist  The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do  You are the one who put me here This I know is true  You are the one I used to fear  As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist 

Far away

I’m going to run far away No one will catch me No one will stay Far I will go Where I stop You will never know