Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness
sadness
The Pit
I am alone again My thoughts have slowed down I slept and then woke up to sadness Once again not knowing what to do At least I have my furry companions They lay beside me now Taking away a little piece of the pain That pulls the rest of me away My will is broken … Continue reading The Pit
Trapped in hell
I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
There is a way out of hell
Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell
Addictions
Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
Darkness please come
I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx
Push
I want to push away the world Everything outside of myself I want it out of my head Far away from me Nyx
That familiar feeling
I feel that familiar ache It grips my chest again The sadness lingers Never far from the surface Sadness brings this feeling No words can truly describe it All my life I have fought This feeling that I must endure I have learned I must embrace it There is no cure Maybe someday this will … Continue reading That familiar feeling
Hollow soul
The sadness hits me As soon as I close the door I feel the hate for myself More than anything else The hate, the shame, and my hollow soul Nyx
Still drifting
I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting
Words From The Borderline 
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