I have decided to let myself dream tonight And in my dream he will be there Holding me the way that he did before All of that peace and happiness Will fill my soul again In my dream I feel love like I never have before I feel like I am where I was meant … Continue reading Dreaming for moments lost
sadness
It ends
It is incredible to think That within moments Everything can change That is the danger in feeling that bliss It seems the happier I am The faster it ends Here I am again completely numb After all of that crippling pain I am alone Sitting here trying to continue to not feel Anything at all … Continue reading It ends
Bliss
Blissful moments are the peace we seek Pleasure we never knew we could feel Until that moment has left you Showing you that it wasn’t real Bliss is the foreplay of torture The beauty of the moment slips away Until there is nothing left There is just another day Like so many days before I … Continue reading Bliss
Acceptance
Today the sadness has passed I have to accept things as they are I need to stop having expectations I was always meant to walk this world alone I need to set my dreams aside I need to accept that I am broken This path is not meant for me to take It will only … Continue reading Acceptance
Existing
I kind of want to die again It’s been a little while It’s very hard to be alive right now Its very hard to exist as myself in this current state that I am in Should I do something Should I help others in some way Or have I already said All there is to … Continue reading Existing
Reality
Some days I just want to sleep It’s like I can no longer feel There is no good There is no bad There is just this monotonous reality Nyx
There is no escaping who you are
What do you do when you want to escape your own skin What do you do when you are tired of the emptiness What do you do when your tired of that uneasy feeling There is no escaping who you are Nyx
Pushed perceptions
Today is another Day like yesterday I try to find something Anything that will make me want to get up I wish I could just be happy Instead I just feel lost I try to think of things in a positive way I try to think it’s great that I woke up today But for … Continue reading Pushed perceptions
Will I find myself again
I wake up feeling this tension It wraps around my heart I wake up with good intention But I feel this anxiety It is there as soon as I wake Can I get through this day Without feeling my heart break Can I get through this day Feeling better at the end Will I find … Continue reading Will I find myself again
Never ending nothing
I am lost again today I am just a hole A black mass Of never ending nothing Never ending nothing Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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