Pain 

Sometimes I feel the pain So deep in my heart...so deep in my chest It grips me sometimes...this loneliness I feel It is a painful reminder that the past is real Sometimes it disappears in shadow Sometimes it fades away with the light It is always a struggle for me...always a fight It hurts today...It … Continue reading Pain 

Love so deep

To feel love so deep until the end of a lifetime How sweet this would be To have someone who stands beside and worships me Time passes and imperfections come to light Is this why in the end we must fight Fight for that passion...fight for the spark... To keep the feeling of love so deep … Continue reading Love so deep

Believe in you

I wake up and I fight each day To make it better than the last I always have so much to say My mind spins round so fast Life is to short you see...to remain in the past I look to it for introspection...I look to it to see That there is so much strength … Continue reading Believe in you

Indiscretion 

Sometimes I just don't understand How someone can be so indifferent And then so close To share these moments of intimacy Then just walk away like it means nothing I try to pretend...but in the end...It still hurts inside Sadness lingers in my soul My indiscretion takes a toll

Nyx 

I am Nyx goddess of the night I am the ruler of the stars I am the darkness that throws the light I am beauty I am grace I am the warrior who has been here all along I will forever remain Here is my song I am Nyx goddess of the night I rule … Continue reading Nyx 

Lose myself to music

Lose yourself in the music Lose yourself to the sound Words flow through your mind Words that are not bound... By anything other than thought and emotion So soothing are the words...the notes high and low Expression that is given more through sounds of harmony...then words alone Once again I lose myself to the music … Continue reading Lose myself to music

Alone 

I have to wonder Who really cares whether I come or go I keep a distance so I don't show What I can guarantee no one wants to know So superficial is my smile You don't really want to see What's hidden inside of me I just want to be free...from you...from myself...from the constraints … Continue reading Alone 

Nothing is as it seems

I would rather watch as my skin burns Then feel the pain from my dreams I sit still as the world turns Nothing is as it seems Nyx

Peace 

I feel my eyes grow heavy But my mind continues to race Peace has found me again No need to pretend anymore I found what I was looking for

Pink Floyd

Listening to Pink Floyd... Helps me fill the void... Brings me peace when I'm held down... I just listen to the sound... It's here when I am lost that I can be found Nyx