I wake up feeling this tension It wraps around my heart I wake up with good intention But I feel this anxiety It is there as soon as I wake Can I get through this day Without feeling my heart break Can I get through this day Feeling better at the end Will I find … Continue reading Will I find myself again
poetry
Never ending nothing
I am lost again today I am just a hole A black mass Of never ending nothing Never ending nothing Nyx
I will not be consumed by darkness
Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness
I do not walk alone
All this time I thought I was walking alone I was wrong There has always been a presence beside me This presence that is trying to guide me Guide me towards my purpose Guide me towards peace There is a purpose for this pain I am reassured by this In everything that I do Sometimes … Continue reading I do not walk alone
Mantra for today
Protect Your Peace Nyx
Let the games begin
Some days are so hard When my mind is against me Making things harder than they need to be So I fight to stop these thoughts It seems I never really win I rise again today Let the games begin Nyx
Facing fear
This was the first year of my life That I stopped the cycle The cycle that led me back To the high of the chase Then the low from the agony There has been a void That my mind used to fill I have lived this year Facing the thing I fear the most I … Continue reading Facing fear
This is not the end
Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end
Self hate
I listen as the world moves around me Self hate is boiling inside Bubbling over into reality Nyx
Humbled
A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled
Words From The Borderline 
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