Where I belong

When I start to fade away  I know you will grab my hand  When I start to fall backward  I know you will catch me before I land  I have never felt this sure  About anything in my life before  I have lost all doubt and fear  All I want is to feel you now … Continue reading Where I belong

When I take my last breath

As the darkness consumes me I lose all sight and hope I can no longer see What is behind, beside, or in front of me It pulls me down deeper and deeper Takes away my will to live There is nothing I would not give To not be me today There is nothing I would … Continue reading When I take my last breath

Blurred words and voices

Everyone will judge my choices Everyone will try to say How I am supposed to live my life today They become a blend of blurred words and voices Telling me how to make my choices But what they do not know Is that they are blind They have not lived my life They have not … Continue reading Blurred words and voices

Rip it out

Unbearable pain Stabs me Over and over again Agony It is so hard to endure I just can't take it anymore This torture, this pain Floods through me Rips me apart Strips it all away Punches a whole and rips out my heart Just finish me off Why prolong this pain There is nothing left … Continue reading Rip it out

Fade Away

I am so lost and alone I want to fade away into nothing I want to stop existing Feel no pain Have no thought Just a shadow  Lost forever in the dark Take all that I have Take all that I was I no longer care Crush out the spark Crush out my hope Crush … Continue reading Fade Away

Fear

Just like that My hope can fall The higher my hope is The farther the drop Fear can paralyze me Fear can make my heart stop Nyx  

Reflections 

I want to feel your hands on my face  I want to hear you whisper in my ear  That you will never leave me  That you will always be right here  I want to see happiness in your eyes  I want to see the reflections on your face  But more than anything  I want your … Continue reading Reflections 

Motionless 

You are like a dream  I have just awoken from  You are here  But then you are gone  Always there  But just out of reach  When you are here  I already miss you  So stay with me  Motionless  In this moment forever  Nyx

My beating heart

Sometimes I feel the dread creep into my heart Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with my head You brought back a beating heart that was dead But what will you do when you see the scars What will you do when you see the sadness The darkness buried beneath my skin Nyx   Image … Continue reading My beating heart

Music # 4

Sometimes it feels so good to dance  To twirl around to the sound  Of sweet music  Beautiful music  To soothe my mind  I never have  I never will  Be brought to this place of beauty  This place I can move and sway  Forget about my worries  Forget about today  Only with music I can find … Continue reading Music # 4