Peace

Sometimes I find these moments Moments of peace Peace I thought I would never find Peace has finally found me Nyx

The hole within my soul

I still can’t fill the pit The hole within my soul It grows larger every minute With nothing left to throw inside I just feel discontent Hollow and unhappy in my own skin Nyx

I dream

I dream of a world beyond what I see before me I dream of a world filled with beauty I dream of a world of peace Nyx

Exist as I am

It is hard to ignore this loneliness I feel this need for connection A connection to someone else In the meantime I lay here Listening as the clock keeps ticking Aware of time that is passing by Knowing that being here alone is not enough But accepting it anyway This is what is best I … Continue reading Exist as I am

Happily ever after

I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx

There is no escaping who you are

What do you do when you want to escape your own skin What do you do when you are tired of the emptiness What do you do when your tired of that uneasy feeling There is no escaping who you are Nyx

This face

What have I become Who was I before I do not recognize This face I see reflected at me Maybe I am already Everything I was meant to be Nyx

Wishes

There are so many things That we just do not know What tomorrow will bring How today will go It is comforting to see That you have each other I truly want to believe That we have a destiny That you were meant to find each other That things are the way they were meant … Continue reading Wishes

Pushed perceptions

Today is another Day like yesterday I try to find something Anything that will make me want to get up I wish I could just be happy Instead I just feel lost I try to think of things in a positive way I try to think it’s great that I woke up today But for … Continue reading Pushed perceptions

Walk away

My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away