I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
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The cost
Today I feel beaten Today I feel lost The toll keeps growing I can’t keep up with the cost Nyx
I will win again today
When I feel defeated When I want to stay down I find the anger I find it somehow I remember what they have done This is why I fight This is why I have to will myself to move This is why I strive to be better Every single day This is how I find … Continue reading I will win again today
The tears I have not shed
For the arms I have not felt For the tears I have not shed For the loneliness your absence brings For the years of torment and pain I hope you got what you needed from me I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed
No goodbyes
I feel another piece break off It crumbles before it hits the ground How I wish there was nothing left How I long to cease to exist The pain it cuts so deep I will never find the peace I seek I just want to fade away No more sorrow No more pain Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes
I will never stop fighting
I feel the emptiness as it starts to grow I feel it slip through the cracks It is starting to show My face no longer wants to smile The anger inside me It just continues to build The rage it boils The pain burns As my fists clench I know I will fight you all … Continue reading I will never stop fighting
My forever
In my mind I see fields Filled with flowers of color Filled with grass so green I feel the breeze Sweep across my face Peace fills me in this place I see myself as beautiful As I walk slowly Moving with grace This is how I want to see myself Smiling in this field Forever … Continue reading My forever
Lost in the dark
I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
To be free
I feel so heavy So weighed down I feel the darkness Rise above my head Pulling me further Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way To fix myself again Maybe I will wake up When all I want is sleep Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free
I have to prevail
The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail
Words From The Borderline 
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