Sometimes I see flashes Memories from before I see where I have been I see what I have done I do not want to see These things that haunt me All I want is peace I want to breathe again Hopefully I will find it soon Before I lose the light from the moon I … Continue reading With the rising sun
poetry
Resilience
I walk forward Not looking back Trusting in my instincts Finding my resolve Every day I fight Every day I see The resilience that is there Built up inside of me There is no certainty In this life This I know is true The only thing I do know Is that you have to believe … Continue reading Resilience
Loneliness
Alone I suffer This pain I feel This reality of loneliness My hell is real Nyx
Until I slip away
You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
For the ashes of what once was
As I walk through the trees I feel the breeze It is all I have to calm me In this moment as I grieve For the wishes and dreams I did not receive For the ashes of what once was For the memories that you gave me For the days that I have wept For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was
I will not rest
Here comes another piece of metal Thrown my way I raise my shield Getting angrier every day I will bring justice I have no choice I do not have a sword But I have my mind Underestimate me Then you will see Your fate is sealed I will strip your life away A little more … Continue reading I will not rest
I grab your hand
The clouds are grey today The summer has slipped away We can not stop the passing of time All I can do is fight for what is still mine As the seconds spill into the air like sand I take a deep breath And I grab your hand Nyx
Strength
The heaviness wears me down All I want is sleep I fight through another day Dreaming of an empire I will build But I may not make it Before my skin starts to decay I may not make it Before the lights fade To the dimmest shade of grey I try not to dream of … Continue reading Strength
No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
Words From The Borderline 
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