Hold on

It is crazy how quickly Everything can change One moment you see things so clearly The next those images are gone I just remind myself I have to hold on Nyx

Fleeting dreams 

I used to think you loved me  Then you said good bye  I sit here asking myself why  Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try  We are all flawed in someway  At least I never lie  One thing I will never understand  Is why you thought you ever loved me  Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams 

Together we descend 

I watch as the skies fade into gray  I am so tired of fighting alone  This is just the way it has to be  Alone I wonder into the abyss  Darkness follows behind  Playing his role in kind  This I am ok with  Because I know  Darkness is part of my mind  There is no … Continue reading Together we descend 

Still as stone

I stand alone in the valley Still as stone I wait I hear the footsteps I know it is too late I brace myself Listening as he comes closer I am ready Nyx

Hope lies within my dreams 

I am sitting here  Alone again  Silent and still  I wish I could say  That I am fine  But I would only be lying  Let them sleep  As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow  I feel the emptiness fill me  As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams 

Side effects 

I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it  The anxiety is growing  There is nothing I can do  This is the side effect  Reminding me of what I went through  I can not change  What I have done  I can not change the past  All I can do is keep moving  … Continue reading Side effects 

Hold on 

How did I get here  My world has changed  Right before my eyes  One decision  One step forward  And once again  My life before is gone  In a blink that reality  No longer exists  In this moment my world is foreign  I do not know where I am  I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on 

Never again 

I feel the pain  As I grow weary again  There are some things  I will never understand  All I know for sure  Is that I will never be controlled again  Nyx

Sometimes I question myself  What my reasons are  Then I remember  Nyx