Lingers

I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers

Peace

As the sun sets I feel some peace At last How I wish that it would stay When the sun shines I feel the panic My heart starts to race These feelings I cannot control These feelings I cannot face What do you do When you can no longer run You have to look back … Continue reading Peace

Loneliness

I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness

Another day

I cry everyday Nothing keeps the pain away As soon as I am alone It hits me hard I feel so broken I feel so lost Every day I live I feel the cost I feel myself grow weary I feel the drain All I feel is agony It is always the same I do … Continue reading Another day

I will not stop

There is no rhyme or reason For the way I feel All that I can say Is that the agony is real It comes in waves This feeling of despair Sometimes it hits me hard Then it is not there This feeling slowly wears me down As the days pass by It wears me down … Continue reading I will not stop

No one

I feel the sadness It is coming on I do not know why I do not know how to fix it All I want to do is cry I am not as strong As I want to be Because I can not live Without someone beside me This makes me weak This person that I … Continue reading No one

You are not alone

At this moment I feel so empty Hollow inside Sometimes I ask myself Why I even tried Why I thought that I could be happy Why I thought I would find the door The door that opens to another life To a life without the pain I can no longer endure A life lived without … Continue reading You are not alone

This world inside my dream

Today I see the sun It shines through the trees I watch as the leaves fall I feel the breeze I try to find within myself The strength I know is there I want to find my home In my mind I take myself there To another place and time To this world inside my … Continue reading This world inside my dream

Underneath the darkness

It is so hard To force myself forward I just do not care right now I feel my dreams slip away Every moment Every day I just feel beaten Broken down All I want is someone there To accept me as I am It is so hard to get up today It is so hard … Continue reading Underneath the darkness

Pain

I feel myself fall Farther and farther I go Into the depths below It never stops This cycle that is my life There is no end to this game I will never be the same As I lay here broken Pieces of me slip away Once again all I feel is pain Nyx