It ends

It is incredible to think That within moments Everything can change That is the danger in feeling that bliss It seems the happier I am The faster it ends Here I am again completely numb After all of that crippling pain I am alone Sitting here trying to continue to not feel Anything at all … Continue reading It ends

The rush

My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush

Bliss

Blissful moments are the peace we seek Pleasure we never knew we could feel Until that moment has left you Showing you that it wasn’t real Bliss is the foreplay of torture The beauty of the moment slips away Until there is nothing left There is just another day Like so many days before I … Continue reading Bliss

Acceptance

Today the sadness has passed I have to accept things as they are I need to stop having expectations I was always meant to walk this world alone I need to set my dreams aside I need to accept that I am broken This path is not meant for me to take It will only … Continue reading Acceptance

Deep within

I have seen your eyes before I have heard your voice I have felt your skin There is something deep within Something that surpasses time Something that I know is true I was always meant to love you Nyx

Today

I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today

Dancing together

I see us in a dream Dancing around the room together Smiles are all I see Laughter is all I hear In this haze that could be today In this haze that could be tomorrow Or from a different time and place These memories flood me That my soul could not erase Of us dancing … Continue reading Dancing together

Home

My heart springs open Creaking loudly from being closed so long Have I found my person Have I found my home Have I finally found the piece Offering me my sweet release Have I finally found the one After so much darkness Is he the sun Nyx

Happily ever after

I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx

There is no escaping who you are

What do you do when you want to escape your own skin What do you do when you are tired of the emptiness What do you do when your tired of that uneasy feeling There is no escaping who you are Nyx