Here I go again Falling through the floor Here I go again Walking out the door Here I go again Looking for comfort Here I go again Looking for an end
poem
Once again
Once again I feel myself drowning Once again I just want to scream I want to float away I want to live in a dream I wish I could escape this nightmare that is my life I wish I could escape the pain I want to stop pretending I want it all to stop I … Continue reading Once again
Clarity
When it feels like the world is crashing down I look to the sky I breathe in the air I start to question why Then I realize that sometimes there is no answer Sometimes there are no reasons Looking at the beauty of the world brings me peace It shows me that there is so … Continue reading Clarity
Deflect
I used to dream of death Those dreams where the best I ever had An escape from the pain An escape from this life An escape from the gap in my mind A gap that is thick and sharp like a knife Then there was apathy The numbness from the inside out I drifted from … Continue reading Deflect
No certainty
There is no certainty in this life People are here Then they are gone Happiness turns to sorrow Sorrow turns to hate Sometimes you catch onto something Sometimes you catch it too late Nyx
My land of make believe
I feel this weight crushing me I can no longer breathe I want to stay in my land of make believe Where everything is how I want it to be I want to be with the one who loves me In a world we have created In a world we will remain Keeping my mind … Continue reading My land of make believe
Hold on
In the end what really matters Is that you find the one you need Hold onto him and do not let go Do not run too fast Do not run too slow Just hold on to him Do not let the world dissuade you Do not let others hold you back Do not let obstacles … Continue reading Hold on
When I blink
I listen as you breathe beside me Trying to keep myself awake Telling myself I can do this without you Knowing deep down that I cannot I listen as the cars pass below Staring out through the window Telling myself things will get better Knowing deep down that they won't I see happiness beside me … Continue reading When I blink
Bleeding Heart
I thought I was strong But right now I am weak I should have known all along What my weakness was I should have remembered That happiness isn’t real I should have remembered The way that heart break makes me feel I didn’t remember until the pain hit I didn’t remember until my chest was … Continue reading Bleeding Heart
Where do I begin
Beneath the surface all I see Are fissures filled with darkness Cracks in my soul Spread throughout and hardened With each hardship, with each toll They spread further and wider Right beneath the surface Right beneath the skin Where does the darkness end When do I begin
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