Wild as the wind blows

How wild I really am Only my true love knows  I am as wild as the wind blows    

My beating heart

Sometimes I feel the dread creep into my heart Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with my head You brought back a beating heart that was dead But what will you do when you see the scars What will you do when you see the sadness The darkness buried beneath my skin Nyx   Image … Continue reading My beating heart

Music # 4

Sometimes it feels so good to dance  To twirl around to the sound  Of sweet music  Beautiful music  To soothe my mind  I never have  I never will  Be brought to this place of beauty  This place I can move and sway  Forget about my worries  Forget about today  Only with music I can find … Continue reading Music # 4

One of the damned 

I hear music in my head Repeating round and round It soothes me when I hurt inside It soothes me when I'm down I wish I wasn't the way that I am But there is nothing I can do Sometimes I think I torture myself on purpose Just to prove that there is nothing I … Continue reading One of the damned 

Tell me

Tell me when you hear my heart stop Tell me when you hear the silence Tell me when the pain is over Tell me when I'm gone Nyx

There are somethings I may never find

I really never know what to expect  So many people have come and gone  But some haven't left me yet  I am not an ordinary person  In an ordinary life  I have seen my nightmares become real  I have lost everything and everyone  I have walked hand in hand with someone,  but still felt alone  … Continue reading There are somethings I may never find

Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

When I am feeling lost I look up to the sky and see  The starlight in all its beauty shine down upon me  When I feel the pain I gaze into the night  I hope for happiness I hope for peace from the light  I want someone to take away this loneliness, take away the … Continue reading Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

Hope

I have tried to drift away into nothing But something always brings me back I have tried to drift into the valley of shadow But something will not let me go I have tried to escape this shit storm that is my life But something keeps me here That something is hope Nyx Image Source: http://abduction.ml … Continue reading Hope

Slipping Away

At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away

I yearn for…

As the wind blows and the world turns I yearn for something real I yearn for the emptiness To no longer exist I yearn for the gap in my soul To fill itself I yearn for the pain To never come back I yearn for people To stop disappointing me I yearn for peace From … Continue reading I yearn for…