I feel the stitches pull

I feel myself go numb I feel myself shut down I feel the pain I don't know how to let go I don't know how to separate You don't have the same empathy You are missing a part of the chip I don't know how to fix this It is some cruel twist of fate … Continue reading I feel the stitches pull

True love has a cost

When the connection is gone I feel the pain When I cannot see you My heart pulls apart I cannot live this way I don’t know what to do When you fade from me I can no longer see I feel this pain I feel the agony When you disconnect A piece of me is … Continue reading True love has a cost

Far away

I’m going to run far away No one will catch me No one will stay Far I will go Where I stop You will never know

Where I belong

When I start to fade away  I know you will grab my hand  When I start to fall backward  I know you will catch me before I land  I have never felt this sure  About anything in my life before  I have lost all doubt and fear  All I want is to feel you now … Continue reading Where I belong

When I take my last breath

As the darkness consumes me I lose all sight and hope I can no longer see What is behind, beside, or in front of me It pulls me down deeper and deeper Takes away my will to live There is nothing I would not give To not be me today There is nothing I would … Continue reading When I take my last breath

Blurred words and voices

Everyone will judge my choices Everyone will try to say How I am supposed to live my life today They become a blend of blurred words and voices Telling me how to make my choices But what they do not know Is that they are blind They have not lived my life They have not … Continue reading Blurred words and voices

Rip it out

Unbearable pain Stabs me Over and over again Agony It is so hard to endure I just can't take it anymore This torture, this pain Floods through me Rips me apart Strips it all away Punches a whole and rips out my heart Just finish me off Why prolong this pain There is nothing left … Continue reading Rip it out

Fade Away

I am so lost and alone I want to fade away into nothing I want to stop existing Feel no pain Have no thought Just a shadow  Lost forever in the dark Take all that I have Take all that I was I no longer care Crush out the spark Crush out my hope Crush … Continue reading Fade Away

Reflections 

I want to feel your hands on my face  I want to hear you whisper in my ear  That you will never leave me  That you will always be right here  I want to see happiness in your eyes  I want to see the reflections on your face  But more than anything  I want your … Continue reading Reflections 

Motionless 

You are like a dream  I have just awoken from  You are here  But then you are gone  Always there  But just out of reach  When you are here  I already miss you  So stay with me  Motionless  In this moment forever  Nyx