My King

You are the ground beneath my feet as I walk You are the sun on my skin that warms me and brings me strength You are the moon that lights the way for me so that I can see throughout the darkness of night You are my King standing beside me always ready to fight … Continue reading My King

Dreaming for moments lost

I have decided to let myself dream tonight And in my dream he will be there Holding me the way that he did before All of that peace and happiness Will fill my soul again In my dream I feel love like I never have before I feel like I am where I was meant … Continue reading Dreaming for moments lost

It ends

It is incredible to think That within moments Everything can change That is the danger in feeling that bliss It seems the happier I am The faster it ends Here I am again completely numb After all of that crippling pain I am alone Sitting here trying to continue to not feel Anything at all … Continue reading It ends

The rush

My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush

Acceptance

Today the sadness has passed I have to accept things as they are I need to stop having expectations I was always meant to walk this world alone I need to set my dreams aside I need to accept that I am broken This path is not meant for me to take It will only … Continue reading Acceptance

Deep within

I have seen your eyes before I have heard your voice I have felt your skin There is something deep within Something that surpasses time Something that I know is true I was always meant to love you Nyx

Home

My heart springs open Creaking loudly from being closed so long Have I found my person Have I found my home Have I finally found the piece Offering me my sweet release Have I finally found the one After so much darkness Is he the sun Nyx

Happily ever after

I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx

This face

What have I become Who was I before I do not recognize This face I see reflected at me Maybe I am already Everything I was meant to be Nyx

Will I find myself again

I wake up feeling this tension It wraps around my heart I wake up with good intention But I feel this anxiety It is there as soon as I wake Can I get through this day Without feeling my heart break Can I get through this day Feeling better at the end Will I find … Continue reading Will I find myself again