Today

Today I question Everything and everyone Who am I Who have I become I feel so weary As the anxiety Brings me down I feel so lost I do not want to be found I do not want to be consumed By the pain that loneliness brings By the fire that burns in my chest … Continue reading Today

Let go

I will not look behind me I must be here today I need to let go Of the sorrows from yesterday Because this is what must be done Because this is what I do Every day I rise Trying to forget you You are one of many That I have to let go My heart … Continue reading Let go

I must continue

As I walk along the path I listen as he speaks Another person comes and goes I had a few moments of peace Before I realized once again I haven’t found the one I must continue to protect myself As weary as I am I must push myself to wake up I must make myself … Continue reading I must continue

Peace

As the sun sets I feel some peace At last How I wish that it would stay When the sun shines I feel the panic My heart starts to race These feelings I cannot control These feelings I cannot face What do you do When you can no longer run You have to look back … Continue reading Peace

Hope

In my mind I see No clear path before me I push forward Every day Hoping I will find the way Hoping that the emptiness will subside Hoping that the pain will stop I try to live in each moment With hope in my heart That I will find the peace I seek That I … Continue reading Hope

Move on

I feel the tall grass between my fingers As I walk along the path My heartache lingers As I realize I can never turn back I see the stream as it flows forward Centering myself today I have to live in the moment I have to keep myself calm It is the only way That … Continue reading Move on

The changing season

As the leaves fall around me I see the beauty in the changing season Sometimes there is no need to reason Everything that people do I try to remember that when I feel pain I have to look inside myself again Find the inner beauty of who I am As I find the ground I … Continue reading The changing season

With the rising sun

Sometimes I see flashes  Memories from before  I see where I have been  I see what I have done  I do not want to see  These things that haunt me  All I want is peace  I want to breathe again  Hopefully I will find it soon Before I lose the light from the moon  I … Continue reading With the rising sun

For the ashes of what once was 

As I walk through the trees  I feel the breeze  It is all I have to calm me  In this moment as I grieve  For the wishes and dreams I did not receive  For the ashes of what once was  For the memories that you gave me  For the days that I have wept  For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was 

My forever 

In my mind I see fields  Filled with flowers of color  Filled with grass so green  I feel the breeze Sweep across my face  Peace fills me in this place  I see myself as beautiful  As I walk slowly  Moving with grace  This is how I want to see myself  Smiling in this field  Forever … Continue reading My forever