Your words they cut so deep Huge cuts that slice through my soul I knew that I would pay a price I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say Thinking that this is my price to pay With each lash and every word you spew All I see … Continue reading Under water
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The land of lost souls
I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls
Deflect
I used to dream of death Those dreams where the best I ever had An escape from the pain An escape from this life An escape from the gap in my mind A gap that is thick and sharp like a knife Then there was apathy The numbness from the inside out I drifted from … Continue reading Deflect
Bleeding Heart
I thought I was strong But right now I am weak I should have known all along What my weakness was I should have remembered That happiness isn’t real I should have remembered The way that heart break makes me feel I didn’t remember until the pain hit I didn’t remember until my chest was … Continue reading Bleeding Heart
Dead Inside
I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside
Through the door
I sit here feeling my chest cave in Wondering why everything is a fight When I think it will begin When I know that something is right The door is slammed in my face Why can't I just erase The things that keep me from you Why can't I just escape from this cage What … Continue reading Through the door
I’m alive
Here comes the pain again Grips me so hard I cannot stand Tears apart my chest Tears apart my soul At least I know I'm alive
My Shame
The glass shatters around me As everything falls apart You took away my faith in you When you broke my heart I listen to the venom spew from you As I try to keep myself sane I try to keep myself together To make myself aware That I am to blame Because I could not … Continue reading My Shame
The Labyrinth
My hope comes crashing down Whenever you are around You crush out the spark Push me into the dark Darkness grabs me then He pulls me down with him Leaving me in a daze I see my life through smeared glass As I walk along this maze This labyrinth that changes form and shape This … Continue reading The Labyrinth
All that is left of me
And hell will follow me Wherever I go Such is this life This I just know I will race ahead Leave it behind But if I stumble If it catches me Darkness is nothing Compared to this agony It will follow But I will not look back I will not stumble I will stay on … Continue reading All that is left of me
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