I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
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Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
Fate
I watch the others From a distance Feeling the loneliness grow Sometimes I smile Sometimes I let it show Right now I feel the pain Deep inside my chest It eats away Everything that is left It eats away the hope I once had The image that I had is gone The image of happiness … Continue reading Fate
Who will stay beside me
I die a little more inside Every single day What will be left of me Once my body starts to decay Who will stay beside me Who will take my hand As the bones turn into ash As time trickles out like sand As the pain subsides As I start to let go Will there … Continue reading Who will stay beside me
The bridge
I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge
They all walk away
Together we descend
I watch as the skies fade into gray I am so tired of fighting alone This is just the way it has to be Alone I wonder into the abyss Darkness follows behind Playing his role in kind This I am ok with Because I know Darkness is part of my mind There is no … Continue reading Together we descend
Loneliness
Alone I suffer This pain I feel This reality of loneliness My hell is real Nyx
The tears I have not shed
For the arms I have not felt For the tears I have not shed For the loneliness your absence brings For the years of torment and pain I hope you got what you needed from me I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed
No goodbyes
I feel another piece break off It crumbles before it hits the ground How I wish there was nothing left How I long to cease to exist The pain it cuts so deep I will never find the peace I seek I just want to fade away No more sorrow No more pain Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes
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