Hell

How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx

Still drifting

I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting

Fate

Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate

Grim Reaper

Once again there is a fork in the road Do I follow the path of comfort Or do I stray down the darker path The one that brings me back The one that starts the cycle Of pain and the longing for death So many faces of people who once were I barely remember them … Continue reading Grim Reaper

Today I fight

Today I am fighting The void within my soul If I do not it will destroy me Everything will fade away No one else can save me Because no one else can see The abyss that is beneath me The pain that pulls me down I have to find away I have to save myself … Continue reading Today I fight

Born in sin

She walked the world alone Fighting through the images Flashing through her mind Always with a smile Always so kind Underneath it all She feels herself rotting from within She is not from this world She was born in sin Yet she exists And she will keep fighting She will win Nyx

Down below

Like a moth to a flame I fear it will always be the same I feel my skin as it burns I watch the world as it turns It fades from white to black So quickly the flames grow Consuming me completely I have never felt pain so deeply Then I let myself go Falling … Continue reading Down below

Walk away

I see those eyes Glare through the night The blue so beautiful and bright Beyond those eyes A hollow soul lies With no empathy or emotion No capability of devotion A predator waiting for prey He eats you Then tosses you away You will pine for him Because he draws you in His fake smile … Continue reading Walk away

Without a home

She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx

Shut it down

In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx