When the stress overwhelms me I drive out into the cold night I listen to the soothing sounds of music Music flows and comforts my jumbled thoughts Brings back my sanity in pieces I need this solace...I need this time Life would be too simple... life would be too bland If I didn't have music … Continue reading Music
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Haunted
I exist within this cloud of darkness I have to keep my mind busy to stay sane My past comes back to haunt me The darkness brings the pain The darkness surrounds me, but I push it apart If I didn't keep pushing It would rip out my heart To truly look at darkness To … Continue reading Haunted
Return of darkness
I wait for the sun to set I wait for the moon to rise My friend has come for me He leads me to my demise I stop and look at him...I stare into his eyes Not today old friend... it's you I despise Give me back my life I say Will it ever stop... … Continue reading Return of darkness
Miss the time
None of my family today This is how it’s been for a while I miss the time before When I thought it wasn’t real I miss the time before I started to feel
Don’t listen
Shadows can take form and take shape Into a monster filled with hate Don't listen to it for all it speaks is lies Don't listen to it in it's disguise It acts like it loves you, but this is untrue It holds your heart in it's hands then it pushes right through It's evil words … Continue reading Don’t listen
You can have it all
What have I become Who was I before My hearts full of pain Pain you left behind You can have it all Everything you did Take it back and feel Pain that hurts your heart You can have it all Everything you’ve done Take the years you took...take the years of pain Beneath the stains … Continue reading You can have it all
The Shining Sun
I hate you and I love you This image from my past But a love so fierce and strong Was never meant to last You pulled me toward perfection But only with your eyes Your words were given with nothing.. but false sincerity and lies You were supposed to be the one The shining light from … Continue reading The Shining Sun
Every day I fight
Every day I fight..every hour..every minute..every second Every day I fight I will not let myself give in Every day I fight I find the strength I find my fire It's lit today It burns bright It will explode in it's brilliance I will keep the light I will not surrender I will not stop … Continue reading Every day I fight
Push
Push me away with anger Push me away with pain Push me away with all you want to say But what do you have to gain More anger...more distress.. more frustration at life Push to far and I might snap Then I'll be pushing you back
Only the lonely
Sometimes loneliness is all I feel It takes away the numbness and let’s the pain out Just as the thunder strikes before the rain pours down This is what it feels like as I start to drown That jerk from the thunder is all I get Before I am suffocated.. falling in the pit Nyx … Continue reading Only the lonely
Words From The Borderline 
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