I exist as a shell My soul in eternal hell The pain is too much So I shut it all away Lost again today Lost my will to live I did the best I could I tried to distract I tried to talk it through I tried to push away from myself Before I slammed … Continue reading Remember
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Help
I feel my body weighed down It is so hard to walk It is so hard to breathe This weight it crushes me Weighs me down from the outside in At this moment I feel nothing I am just pushed down by it all Gulping for air With no cry for help No way to … Continue reading Help
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
The land of lost souls
I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls
Inside out
I feel like a blank slate Not filled with anger Not filled with hate Just numb from the inside out I try to run But I can't escape my fate What have I done It is already too late Nyx Image Source http://anaamortizing.tk
Slipping Away
At this moment I care about nothing I fall into the darkness willingly Waiting for the arms of my darkness to embrace me I feel myself slip away from this world and fall into his In the end he is always there Waiting for me to see, that there is no one else Just him … Continue reading Slipping Away
The Toll
Today I look for peace In the valley that holds my soul Darkness came and placed it there…just out of my reach He knew the longer I waited…the greater the toll My feelings leave me as I leave myself I am numb…I no longer care Who fought and won or if I was even there … Continue reading The Toll
Rotten
I wake up and I live I wake up and give What's left of what I have inside The darkness took a chunk of who I am I can no longer pretend to be whole when I am not I may have missing pieces but I have not forgotten That sometimes a person is just … Continue reading Rotten
Want to
I want to stay numb today I want to be free of myself I want to be free of you I want to be able to keep this feeling of apathy I want to be able to break free from the core I want to find peace I want to find my forever home
Words From The Borderline 
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