My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush
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No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
Never slowing down
As my world spins and spins around me My thoughts a shattered mess I stop to think to myself When is the next test Waiting for the next battle Never resting Never slowing down I only feel peace When I listen to the sound The music soothes my ranting mind When I am chained and … Continue reading Never slowing down
I wish
I wish I could calm my beating heart I wish I could will the anxiety away I wish I wasn't so focused on being the best Sometimes I just cannot control myself I wish my body and mind would just give me some peace and let me rest
Mania
Sometime I just want to escape the world Disappear into nothing But mania brings me forward, makes me stand My mania spins me round and round People around me are sick of the sound My words are too fast I speak too much I’m crazy to some Intriguing to others I pull people toward me … Continue reading Mania
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