Remember

I exist as a shell My soul in eternal hell The pain is too much So I shut it all away Lost again today Lost my will to live I did the best I could I tried to distract I tried to talk it through I tried to push away from myself Before I slammed … Continue reading Remember

Father

I know longer care about life I know longer care about death All I have ever wanted was a father One who loved and protected me Kept me safe from harm As time passes I hope this wish will fade This dream of him and I Instead I sit here in agony Wondering why I … Continue reading Father

What is left of me

No one will find me  No one will see  What I leave behind  When I am gone  No one will see  What is left of me  Nyx

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

Lost among the mist 

Alone I float by  Lost among the mist  Constantly asking myself why  Feeling the knife twist  The past comes back to haunt me No matter what I do  You are the one who put me here This I know is true  You are the one I used to fear  As time passes your face stays … Continue reading Lost among the mist 

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls

Falling through the floor

Here I go again  Falling through the floor  Here I go again  Walking out the door  Here I go again  Looking for comfort  Here I go again  Looking for an end 

Sometimes no matter how hard I fight, The darkness still wins

He held out his hand 

I thought I lost it all Until a stranger stood before me He looked at me and saw A girl lost and crying He asked me what was wrong But he could not make out my words So instead of trying to understand He held out his hand Nyx © Nyx0519 Image Source http://haunted-s0uls.tumblr.com