Anxiety 

I try not to worry about tomorrow  I try not to worry about yesterday  Somehow this doesn’t matter  No matter what I tell myself  No matter what you say to me  Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind  Until there is nothing left  But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety 

I will win again today 

When I feel defeated When I want to stay down  I find the anger  I find it somehow  I remember what they have done  This is why I fight  This is why I have to will myself to move  This is why I strive to be better  Every single day  This is how I find … Continue reading I will win again today 

Within my dream

I see what he has done  I see the grass that has grown brown  I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey  I walk away from the dark   With every tear I shed  With every sting that this nightmare brings  I push forward  And as I … Continue reading Within my dream

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

Escape 

Today I rise with certainty  Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell  Nyx

Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Break through

Once again I am given clarity  When I break through the pain  I am grateful for these moments  These moments I can see Just how strong I really am  When I look at what is in front of me I prepare myself once more  There is a tally I have taken  I know the score  … Continue reading Break through

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Those who stay beside you

No one knows  How the story goes  In the end  Your life is your own  If you keep on fighting  You will see  That happiness is there  In all the people that care  In those who stay beside you When the world falls away  Those who stand with you  When you need them most  This … Continue reading Those who stay beside you

New eyes 

The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.   Marcel Proust