Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

Lost 

I question everything  I question everyone I don't know where I am  I don't know what I have done I am lost right now  My steps have led me astray  I hope I find my way again today  Nyx

Escape 

Today I rise with certainty  Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell  Nyx

Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Insight 

At this moment  I do not want to be me  Insight is a gift and a curse  It shows me things  Things I wish I could not see  Nyx 

When peace finds me 

I am so hardened  By this life  I walk this world  A wanderer  Letting fate lead the way Always knowing what to say  I feel my feet grow weary  I feel my jaw burn  I feel myself changing  That is when I turn  Into a lion  So patient and still This is when peace finds … Continue reading When peace finds me 

When hope leaves you 

I sit here and reflect upon my life  I question my emotions  I question my decisions  I question where I am  How did I get here  Where do I go  Back to the familiar pain  Or forward to something  That may be the same  I feel the panic as it rises  Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you 

Beyond my ability

I have always strived to understand  The actions of those I have known  The selfishness they have shown  When they left me there I have fought to overcome  What they have done  The selfishness I see  Is beyond my ability  What I do know is that it has hardened me  It has made me who … Continue reading Beyond my ability

Those who stay beside you

No one knows  How the story goes  In the end  Your life is your own  If you keep on fighting  You will see  That happiness is there  In all the people that care  In those who stay beside you When the world falls away  Those who stand with you  When you need them most  This … Continue reading Those who stay beside you

Hope 

I feel peace in the sunlight  After the storm has passed  I have hope this peace will last  Nyx