Which path

What do I want Which path do I choose How will I know Whether I will win or lose I fight but I do not know Whether my feet will hit the ground Will I stand Or will I fall Nyx

Perfection

She strives for perfection In everything she does There can be no mistakes There can be no flaws Or it will all fall apart The image she portrays Will crack and shatter As she slowly fades away Nyx

I want to find my home

My whole life I have suffered When will it end I am so tired Of pretending I am ok I sit here and cry As another walks away They come and they go I throw them out of my life It is never enough I need more than they can give I cannot breathe As … Continue reading I want to find my home

Within moments

Life is not a straight path Within moments everything can change Within a conversation Within a glance Within the choice to speak or remain silent Your path will follow those actions Without your control You have to accept it We have to see That every decision we make Leads us to our destiny Nyx

Everyday I will fight

I breathe in the air Tell myself to let go I try to will the anxiety away I need to stay focused I need to find my way I can not give up I will try again To pull myself through I need to find strength in myself I need to find it deep inside … Continue reading Everyday I will fight

What I feel today

At this moment The agony grips my chest I woke with hope today Then it went away Why do I continue to breathe Why do I stay On the inside I feel myself decay I feel myself dying slowly Every single day I try to fight it I try to smile But sometimes I just … Continue reading What I feel today

Wise words

"However difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at." Stephen Hawking

Fight

You cannot break me I am still fighting for peace Sia

Another day

I cry everyday Nothing keeps the pain away As soon as I am alone It hits me hard I feel so broken I feel so lost Every day I live I feel the cost I feel myself grow weary I feel the drain All I feel is agony It is always the same I do … Continue reading Another day

I will not stop

There is no rhyme or reason For the way I feel All that I can say Is that the agony is real It comes in waves This feeling of despair Sometimes it hits me hard Then it is not there This feeling slowly wears me down As the days pass by It wears me down … Continue reading I will not stop