I am busted, broken, and alone There was a time I was softly spoken Drawn inside my own world This is when I saw too much Fearing the wrath of his touch Waiting for the stars to shine The stars were the only thing that were mine I never spoke about my fears Instead I … Continue reading I fight for the broken
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Under water
Your words they cut so deep Huge cuts that slice through my soul I knew that I would pay a price I knew that there would be a toll You slander me with words you say Thinking that this is my price to pay With each lash and every word you spew All I see … Continue reading Under water
The land of lost souls
I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls
Falling through the floor
Here I go again Falling through the floor Here I go again Walking out the door Here I go again Looking for comfort Here I go again Looking for an end
Once again
Once again I feel myself drowning Once again I just want to scream I want to float away I want to live in a dream I wish I could escape this nightmare that is my life I wish I could escape the pain I want to stop pretending I want it all to stop I … Continue reading Once again
Clarity
When it feels like the world is crashing down I look to the sky I breathe in the air I start to question why Then I realize that sometimes there is no answer Sometimes there are no reasons Looking at the beauty of the world brings me peace It shows me that there is so … Continue reading Clarity
Deflect
I used to dream of death Those dreams where the best I ever had An escape from the pain An escape from this life An escape from the gap in my mind A gap that is thick and sharp like a knife Then there was apathy The numbness from the inside out I drifted from … Continue reading Deflect
No certainty
There is no certainty in this life People are here Then they are gone Happiness turns to sorrow Sorrow turns to hate Sometimes you catch onto something Sometimes you catch it too late Nyx
My land of make believe
I feel this weight crushing me I can no longer breathe I want to stay in my land of make believe Where everything is how I want it to be I want to be with the one who loves me In a world we have created In a world we will remain Keeping my mind … Continue reading My land of make believe
When I blink
I listen as you breathe beside me Trying to keep myself awake Telling myself I can do this without you Knowing deep down that I cannot I listen as the cars pass below Staring out through the window Telling myself things will get better Knowing deep down that they won't I see happiness beside me … Continue reading When I blink
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