When all is lost I look inward Finding myself again Nothing has gone as planned Yet I still stand With my head high As the world looks smaller below I look to the sky Nyx
life is not a pot of petunias
Ripped apart
Live and learn they say Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end When does this learning start I do not believe these words are true Each piece that is pulled from me Is another piece gone I was always this strong What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart
Lost
I question everything I question everyone I don't know where I am I don't know what I have done I am lost right now My steps have led me astray I hope I find my way again today Nyx
Escape
Today I rise with certainty Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell Nyx
No one left
There are some things I will never understand A love I will never see This was never meant for me The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost I fill the void in other ways Sometimes it has a cost I can fill my mind with wishes Dreams and hopes of love … Continue reading No one left
Blue skies
The demon I know Or the unknown There is no clear path shown I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees I hope I find blue skies today As I continue to walk away Nyx
Bleeding inside
Hopeful for a moment Then the pain hit I cannot control these emotions I wish that I could I wish that someone Really understood How unbearable the pain is I sit hear bleeding inside Trying to hold on yet again I am so tired my friends I just want it to end Nyx
Holding on
I keep my head held high Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions Letting my mind drift Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves Feeling the peace That this sound brings Holding on to who I am As I feel my feet dig into the sand Nyx
When hope leaves you
I sit here and reflect upon my life I question my emotions I question my decisions I question where I am How did I get here Where do I go Back to the familiar pain Or forward to something That may be the same I feel the panic as it rises Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you
Beyond my ability
I have always strived to understand The actions of those I have known The selfishness they have shown When they left me there I have fought to overcome What they have done The selfishness I see Is beyond my ability What I do know is that it has hardened me It has made me who … Continue reading Beyond my ability
Words From The Borderline 
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