I hear the footsteps soften As another person walks away Deep inside I feel the pain As my body grieves On the surface I wear a smile I show no weakness I show no pain Another scar hardens around my heart Another one slithered through And now he is gone Nyx
life is not a pot of petunias
No one left
My world has changed again Trying to find my home Feeling so alone The air sweeps me off my feet I feel defeated, I just want to sleep Where do you go When you no longer know Where you belong No one sees me As I fade away There is no one watching There is … Continue reading No one left
Apathy
I lie here Feeling the apathy I need I can no longer feel the pain It became too great again Nyx
Another scar
With you gone I feel so lost I had no idea That such a short time Could have such a cost I fight through the pain Trying to find myself again Hoping I can make it through today I know that harsh words create fractures I had no idea how fast we would shatter How … Continue reading Another scar
The changing season
As the leaves fall around me I see the beauty in the changing season Sometimes there is no need to reason Everything that people do I try to remember that when I feel pain I have to look inside myself again Find the inner beauty of who I am As I find the ground I … Continue reading The changing season
Together we descend
I watch as the skies fade into gray I am so tired of fighting alone This is just the way it has to be Alone I wonder into the abyss Darkness follows behind Playing his role in kind This I am ok with Because I know Darkness is part of my mind There is no … Continue reading Together we descend
Until I slip away
You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
For the ashes of what once was
As I walk through the trees I feel the breeze It is all I have to calm me In this moment as I grieve For the wishes and dreams I did not receive For the ashes of what once was For the memories that you gave me For the days that I have wept For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was
Strength
The heaviness wears me down All I want is sleep I fight through another day Dreaming of an empire I will build But I may not make it Before my skin starts to decay I may not make it Before the lights fade To the dimmest shade of grey I try not to dream of … Continue reading Strength
No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
Words From The Borderline 
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