Grim Reaper

Once again there is a fork in the road Do I follow the path of comfort Or do I stray down the darker path The one that brings me back The one that starts the cycle Of pain and the longing for death So many faces of people who once were I barely remember them … Continue reading Grim Reaper

A place for us

Deep within my soul I know there are pieces left Parts that will one day make me whole Someday you will see That there is so much more to me Then the girl who walked away There is so much more to me Than just one story to be told One day when I walk … Continue reading A place for us

Born in sin

She walked the world alone Fighting through the images Flashing through her mind Always with a smile Always so kind Underneath it all She feels herself rotting from within She is not from this world She was born in sin Yet she exists And she will keep fighting She will win Nyx

Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling

Keep fighting

I keep fighting Every single day It will never end But I will fight anyway It is all I have ever known All I will ever know I walk this world alone My heart a ball of stone You can not defeat me I will build my empire That will be my home Nyx

Without a home

She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx

There is only rain

The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain

As I walk through the storm

He made me cry Before I said goodbye  There is no perfect mix  No one who can see  Who I really am  Who I strive to be  I exist and yet I do not  All my life I have fought  To find the balance that I need  In order to push myself  I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm

A heart of stone

My heart has hardened Like a ball of stone It sits inside my chest As it beats it cracks and crumbles A little more each day This is what I need A heart covered in stone I need to find myself Before I can go home Nyx

Apathy

My heart pounds in my chest Will I ever rest Or will I continue to wander Lost without a home As people come and go I feel so alone All I can see Are forks in the road ahead of me All I can feel Is complete apathy I have no remorse For the decisions … Continue reading Apathy