I am lost again today I am just a hole A black mass Of never ending nothing Never ending nothing Nyx
life is not a pot of petunias
I will not be consumed by darkness
Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness
I do not walk alone
All this time I thought I was walking alone I was wrong There has always been a presence beside me This presence that is trying to guide me Guide me towards my purpose Guide me towards peace There is a purpose for this pain I am reassured by this In everything that I do Sometimes … Continue reading I do not walk alone
Mantra for today
Protect Your Peace Nyx
Self hate
I listen as the world moves around me Self hate is boiling inside Bubbling over into reality Nyx
Humbled
A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled
The Pit
I am alone again My thoughts have slowed down I slept and then woke up to sadness Once again not knowing what to do At least I have my furry companions They lay beside me now Taking away a little piece of the pain That pulls the rest of me away My will is broken … Continue reading The Pit
Trapped in hell
I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
There is a way out of hell
Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell
New challenges
Today I wake up to new challenges I am reminded of the uncertainty That each day brings And with each day a new dawn rises Giving me the chance to start again Giving me the energy to push myself forward Because I either rise or fall That decision is mine to make With every step … Continue reading New challenges
Words From The Borderline 
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