I wake up with renewed strength I do not know how I feel this way I do not know how I find the will To wake up and carry on But somehow this is what I do Day after day I wake up and I move Hoping this day will be better than the last … Continue reading Strength
life is not a pot of petunias
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Help
I feel my body weighed down It is so hard to walk It is so hard to breathe This weight it crushes me Weighs me down from the outside in At this moment I feel nothing I am just pushed down by it all Gulping for air With no cry for help No way to … Continue reading Help
Bring it on
Today determination sets in Let the games begin Nyx
Leave me where I stand
As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
Breaking point
At one point or another I think we all break down I have reached a breaking point My emotions have drained me dry At this moment I will let myself cry Nyx
Darkness follows continued…
Darkness will follow me wherever I go In the end everyone goes away Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy He is my reality I try to push him aside But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain He sees my weakness He sees my shame He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
Words From The Borderline 
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