Push him out
Let him in
Push him out
Let him in
Pain
Emptiness
More pain
I wish I could change
but I’ll probably just stay the same
I had a taste of my addiction
Now it’s gone
I just want to be dead
Nyx
lies
Promises
You promised me the words
That I wanted to hear
Then you told me the truth
All the lies that you spoke
That I started to fall for
Pushed me right out that door
Nyx
Walk away
I see those eyes
Glare through the night
The blue so beautiful and bright
Beyond those eyes
A hollow soul lies
With no empathy or emotion
No capability of devotion
A predator waiting for prey
He eats you
Then tosses you away
You will pine for him
Because he draws you in
His fake smile shows no remorse
Because he does not care about you
He will rip you apart
Then tear out your heart
You will be left there to bleed
Until you gain the strength
To quench the need
And walk away
Nyx
Lies
Trust I have come to learn
I will never find
The only one I can trust is me
I will never again be blind
I will never again be vulnerable
I have had enough of the dishonesty
I have had enough of everyone
There is nothing more that I hate
There is nothing that makes me sicker
There is nothing more that I despise
Than people telling me fucking lies
Dead heart
It is hard to disappoint me
I have no expectations
I don’t expect your love
I don’t expect your obligations
All I ask is
Don’t fuck with my head
Don’t give me false hope
Just leave a broken heart dead
Nyx
In the end
Your past becomes a fog within you
Underneath the skin
I have become such a damaged thing
Like a bird with a broken wing
I walk this world alone
Broken but yet I move
The only thing that drives me
This broken busted thing
Is that I refuse to give up
I refuse to let you fuckers win
Bring the lies and the pain
Give me all you’ve got
I can take it all you mother fuckers
In the end I will still be standing
In the end I will still be here
In the end I am the one
You are going to fucking fear
Nyx
