Addictions

Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx

Promises

You promised me the words That I wanted to hear Then you told me the truth All the lies that you spoke That I started to fall for Pushed me right out that door Nyx

Walk away

I see those eyes Glare through the night The blue so beautiful and bright Beyond those eyes A hollow soul lies With no empathy or emotion No capability of devotion A predator waiting for prey He eats you Then tosses you away You will pine for him Because he draws you in His fake smile … Continue reading Walk away

Lies

Trust I have come to learn  I will never find The only one I can trust is me  I will never again be blind  I will never again be vulnerable  I have had enough of the dishonesty  I have had enough of everyone  There is nothing more that I hate  There is nothing that makes … Continue reading Lies

Dead heart

It is hard to disappoint me  I have no expectations  I don't expect your love  I don't expect your obligations  All I ask is  Don't fuck with my head  Don't give me false hope  Just leave a broken heart dead Nyx

In the end 

Your past becomes a fog within you  Underneath the skin  I have become such a damaged thing  Like a bird with a broken wing I walk this world alone  Broken but yet I move  The only thing that drives me  This broken busted thing  Is that I refuse to give up I refuse to let … Continue reading In the end