For the ashes of what once was 

As I walk through the trees  I feel the breeze  It is all I have to calm me  In this moment as I grieve  For the wishes and dreams I did not receive  For the ashes of what once was  For the memories that you gave me  For the days that I have wept  For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was 

I grab your hand 

The clouds are grey today  The summer has slipped away We can not stop the passing of time  All I can do is fight for what is still mine  As the seconds spill into the air like sand  I take a deep breath  And I grab your hand  Nyx

I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away

Within my dream

I see what he has done  I see the grass that has grown brown  I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey  I walk away from the dark   With every tear I shed  With every sting that this nightmare brings  I push forward  And as I … Continue reading Within my dream

Turning the page

I sit here hoping I can keep This eternal peace that I seek Today I have won I have felt the light Shine down from the sun I have felt the breeze on my face I ran through the woods At my own pace I will keep this hope in my heart As I turn … Continue reading Turning the page

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

Escape 

Today I rise with certainty  Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell  Nyx

Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx