Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling

Quote for today

"There is good in everything, if only we look for it.” — Laura Ingalls Wilder  

Without a home

She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx

Which path

What do I want Which path do I choose How will I know Whether I will win or lose I fight but I do not know Whether my feet will hit the ground Will I stand Or will I fall Nyx

I will not look back

The world it spins Round and round I go In a daze I feel the pain I will never be the same I keep changing As the leather gets thicker around me It keeps me safe I know longer long for anything I know longer long for anyone I am a warrior Alone I walk … Continue reading I will not look back

Within moments

Life is not a straight path Within moments everything can change Within a conversation Within a glance Within the choice to speak or remain silent Your path will follow those actions Without your control You have to accept it We have to see That every decision we make Leads us to our destiny Nyx

Today

Today I question Everything and everyone Who am I Who have I become I feel so weary As the anxiety Brings me down I feel so lost I do not want to be found I do not want to be consumed By the pain that loneliness brings By the fire that burns in my chest … Continue reading Today

Peace

As the sun sets I feel some peace At last How I wish that it would stay When the sun shines I feel the panic My heart starts to race These feelings I cannot control These feelings I cannot face What do you do When you can no longer run You have to look back … Continue reading Peace

This world inside my dream

Today I see the sun It shines through the trees I watch as the leaves fall I feel the breeze I try to find within myself The strength I know is there I want to find my home In my mind I take myself there To another place and time To this world inside my … Continue reading This world inside my dream

Hope

In my mind I see No clear path before me I push forward Every day Hoping I will find the way Hoping that the emptiness will subside Hoping that the pain will stop I try to live in each moment With hope in my heart That I will find the peace I seek That I … Continue reading Hope