I can’t wait for that last tick

I hear the tick Of each moment in time It comforts me I know that with each tick I come closer to my end I can’t wait for that last tick Tick tock Nyx

Bang

There’s the pain If I go out It will be with a bang Nyx

Death and comfort

You are dead to me Because that’s the way it needs to be Get the hell away from me Before I make you hurt You don’t want to feel the way that I do Just get the hell away from me That’s all I ask of you Nyx

Ripped apart

Live and learn they say  Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end  When does this learning start  I do not believe these words are true  Each piece that is pulled from me  Is another piece gone  I was always this strong  What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart

Another dawn 

I climb out of the dark  Just to be pulled back in  Another day has dawned  Let the games begin 

I long for peace

I sit here and I dream  About a life without the pain  On the inside I just scream  In my chest it is always the same  The pain stabs through my heart  It tears right through my soul  Taking everything that I am  Until I lose control  My mind shuts down  My stomach turns  As … Continue reading I long for peace

You will never beat me

Watch me as I stumble Watch me as I fall Watch the world crash down around me Watch me while I say fuck you all You will never beat me Because you cannot break What has already been broken Nyx

In the end 

Your past becomes a fog within you  Underneath the skin  I have become such a damaged thing  Like a bird with a broken wing I walk this world alone  Broken but yet I move  The only thing that drives me  This broken busted thing  Is that I refuse to give up I refuse to let … Continue reading In the end