Hope

In my mind I see No clear path before me I push forward Every day Hoping I will find the way Hoping that the emptiness will subside Hoping that the pain will stop I try to live in each moment With hope in my heart That I will find the peace I seek That I … Continue reading Hope

Not slowing down

One door closes As another opens I have chosen to walk forward Picking paths as I go Not slowing down Until I have found What I am looking for Nyx

Illusions

There is no path Laid clear before me I want my heart to race I want to feel pride I no longer want to worry I no longer want to feel What I want is reason And everything that is real I have seen so many illusions Along the path I have chosen I will … Continue reading Illusions

Side effects 

I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it  The anxiety is growing  There is nothing I can do  This is the side effect  Reminding me of what I went through  I can not change  What I have done  I can not change the past  All I can do is keep moving  … Continue reading Side effects 

Anxiety 

I try not to worry about tomorrow  I try not to worry about yesterday  Somehow this doesn’t matter  No matter what I tell myself  No matter what you say to me  Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind  Until there is nothing left  But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety 

My forever 

In my mind I see fields  Filled with flowers of color  Filled with grass so green  I feel the breeze Sweep across my face  Peace fills me in this place  I see myself as beautiful  As I walk slowly  Moving with grace  This is how I want to see myself  Smiling in this field  Forever … Continue reading My forever 

To be free

I feel so heavy  So weighed down I feel the darkness  Rise above my head  Pulling me further  Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way  To fix myself again  Maybe I will wake up  When all I want is sleep  Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free

Ready for battle

I hear the raindrops  Tick off my armor  As I stand in the valley  Ready for battle  I hold my sword to the sky  As I watch you quiver with fear  I look in your eyes  Before I say good bye  Nyx

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx 

A lion who fears no one

When the walls cave in on me  When it is too dark to see  I feel the anger beneath my skin  It is part of the darkness buried within The rage pushes me forward  It gives me strength  I have reached a path  A path of no return  If you are in my gaze  You … Continue reading A lion who fears no one