Content

Feeling content is a gift A break from sadness and pain I am grateful for this feeling I appreciate the lack of pain I accept this gift Nyx

I will not be consumed by darkness

Today I felt myself fall backward Into the sadness and the pain The longing to escape was so great Even greater than my own self hate Slowly I took myself away from the darkness Because I had to Instead of thinking of the sadness Instead of thinking of the things I have lost I thought … Continue reading I will not be consumed by darkness

There is a way out of hell

Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell

New challenges

Today I wake up to new challenges I am reminded of the uncertainty That each day brings And with each day a new dawn rises Giving me the chance to start again Giving me the energy to push myself forward Because I either rise or fall That decision is mine to make With every step … Continue reading New challenges

Rise

Only from the ashes of who we were Can we rise up to become who we were meant to be Nyx

Take my hand

Our souls are joined together The way we were always meant to be Take my hand Walk out of hell with me Nyx

Dreams of peace

Will I find the peace I seek I have hope in my heart tonight I lay here in the dark Under the glow of the stars The minutes tick by They become hours There is peace in the silence, I feel it I will live in this moment These fleeting moments I must treasure This … Continue reading Dreams of peace

Finding strength

More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength

A place for us

Deep within my soul I know there are pieces left Parts that will one day make me whole Someday you will see That there is so much more to me Then the girl who walked away There is so much more to me Than just one story to be told One day when I walk … Continue reading A place for us

Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling