There is no rhyme or reason For the way I feel All that I can say Is that the agony is real It comes in waves This feeling of despair Sometimes it hits me hard Then it is not there This feeling slowly wears me down As the days pass by It wears me down … Continue reading I will not stop
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Pain
I feel myself fall Farther and farther I go Into the depths below It never stops This cycle that is my life There is no end to this game I will never be the same As I lay here broken Pieces of me slip away Once again all I feel is pain Nyx
I just want to live
I do not want to think About the things I could regret I do not want to know Anything right now I just want to escape All the things you create These images in my mind The ones that take me back in time I have nothing to say I have nothing to give I … Continue reading I just want to live
Dark thoughts
When I sit still Some times the pain is just too much I do not know what to do I no longer have words to say The pain hits me Every single day I do not want to think I do not want to cry All I want to do Is say goodbye Nyx
On my own
I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own
Breathe
Today I have fallen Into my darkest hour I know longer want to be me The pain is so great It tears me apart Yet here I remain Waiting for it to stop Waiting to become numb I can no longer bear it This pain I feel inside I have lost my hope I have … Continue reading Breathe
Treading water
Today I feel broken As I push myself to do What needs to be done Once again relying on no one Every turn leads to a wall Before the foundation gives Before I fall I see the water below It lies beneath as the ground gives way I am treading water today Nyx
New beginnings
Things are changing Once again I found an end As a new beginning starts A new path has cleared With all the things I have fought And everything I have feared I make myself walk forward Because it is what I do I adapt because I can This is who I am Nyx
Believe
Everyday I fight I put one foot in front of the other Some days I fall Others I keep walking I try not to think About what has happened before When I think about my past I open a door Within it is this person So lonely and so still She sits there in silence … Continue reading Believe
Obstacles
With every obstacle that I face I know there will be another To take its place It does not matter Let them come As long as I am still breathing I will not stop Until I have won Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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