In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx
fight
As I walk through the storm
He made me cry Before I said goodbye There is no perfect mix No one who can see Who I really am Who I strive to be I exist and yet I do not All my life I have fought To find the balance that I need In order to push myself I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm
Which path
What do I want Which path do I choose How will I know Whether I will win or lose I fight but I do not know Whether my feet will hit the ground Will I stand Or will I fall Nyx
I want to find my home
My whole life I have suffered When will it end I am so tired Of pretending I am ok I sit here and cry As another walks away They come and they go I throw them out of my life It is never enough I need more than they can give I cannot breathe As … Continue reading I want to find my home
A heart of stone
My heart has hardened Like a ball of stone It sits inside my chest As it beats it cracks and crumbles A little more each day This is what I need A heart covered in stone I need to find myself Before I can go home Nyx
Is it all in my head ?
I feel the sadness as it starts to spread Is there something wrong Or is it all in my head I do not know where I am going All is feel is my world turning In my chest I feel the pain The ache that never goes away I am lost beyond this world Everyone … Continue reading Is it all in my head ?
Emptiness
As I get older My heart grows colder I try to accept things as they are Knowing that I am stronger every day As I continually search for something more I try to be happy just being me I want the world to see The smile I spread on my face But, on the inside … Continue reading Emptiness
You are not alone
The best poets Are the most tortured souls At least that is what I believe The ones who suffer everyday Longing for the pain to subside Hoping that someday they find away To feel the peace they seek everyday In the meantime just know That I hope you find that love you need That I … Continue reading You are not alone
I will not look back
The world it spins Round and round I go In a daze I feel the pain I will never be the same I keep changing As the leather gets thicker around me It keeps me safe I know longer long for anything I know longer long for anyone I am a warrior Alone I walk … Continue reading I will not look back
Everyday I will fight
I breathe in the air Tell myself to let go I try to will the anxiety away I need to stay focused I need to find my way I can not give up I will try again To pull myself through I need to find strength in myself I need to find it deep inside … Continue reading Everyday I will fight
Words From The Borderline 
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