The Last Hit 

Days come and go so quickly  I look back and wonder why  No matter what they do to me I still get up I still try  What is it that pushes me forward  When it feels like everything holds me down  What is it that makes me keep moving  When all I want to do … Continue reading The Last Hit 

My Epitaph

And I walk this road alone The road with branches along its path I look back over my shoulder And I see the writing on my epitaph… Here lies a woman who fought until the end Her life was lived to the fullest Even though everything she did was unplanned She was loved by many … Continue reading My Epitaph

Demons

And today I wake up and see the warrior underneath She fights with purpose…without restraint She strives for her dreams She will not stop…she will not rest…until she has defeated the demons from her past Nyx

Echo in my mind 

There is an echo in my mind  It's pulled from space and surpasses time  It tells me that I have a purpose in my life  It tells me that I am not alone in my strife  My battle between the darkness and the light  Is one fought by many each day and each night  Keep … Continue reading Echo in my mind 

She Ran

And she ran and she ran  Leaving the world behind her  Forgetting her worries  Forgetting her fears  Escaping her cries from the past  Escaping the torment of so many years  She pushes herself harder then she ever has before  She knows that there is so much left to live for 

I fight 

I am fighting to be happy...to be free Not from my world today but from the darkness inside of me  I fight to stop feeling like I am never good enough  I fight to stop myself from picking at my flaws  I fight to stop myself from hating where I come from...and hating who I … Continue reading I fight 

Random thought 

Yeah so when someone hurts you  It does make you stronger  But it still hurts like hell  Nyx 

When everything shatters

It is only when you have lost it all  That you can see how far you can fall  It is only when everything shatters  That you see what really matters  When all you see is darkness... you can still find the way As the light filters through the sky  As the sun still rises each … Continue reading When everything shatters

Another place and time

Today my heart feels heavy...with sadness and pain  Sometimes I wish I could float away...  Live a life in another place...in another time  Be with people who love me...be with a family that is mine A family that loves me through the good and bad days...a family who will stand beside me till the end  … Continue reading Another place and time

Darkness # 4

Need to stay in motion  Need to pass the time  If I don't he will catch me  He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time  So I continue to move too fast  My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done  Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4